I can not still imagine
I am already a parent.
As if only yesterday
she is in my belly
but now she is with me
growing beautifully,
Her daddy says
she is a spoiled
but i always put her
in her place.
She have a pleading eyes
with matching killer smile
How can i deny.
Till now,I can not still imagine
that I have a beautiful daughter growing!
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Lonely
I am blue as the sky
lonely as the sea.
sad and feeling bad.
teary eyed
everything blurred.
heart ia aching,
mind is wandering.
I'm so weary,
thinking a way.
life is a journey,
bumpy roads
on the way,
expect it all the way.
today,i'm so lonely
trying hard to be happy.
Smiling but edgy
Hope tomorrow
is a brighter day.
lonely as the sea.
sad and feeling bad.
teary eyed
everything blurred.
heart ia aching,
mind is wandering.
I'm so weary,
thinking a way.
life is a journey,
bumpy roads
on the way,
expect it all the way.
today,i'm so lonely
trying hard to be happy.
Smiling but edgy
Hope tomorrow
is a brighter day.
ring a ring
Ring a ring! ring a ring!
The telephone is ringing.
Who is on the line?
Someone wants to talk if you don't mind.
Ring a ring! ring a ring!
I have no time for fooling.
If your life is boring,
give some meaning.
Ring a ring! ring a ring!
Life is interesting full of happenings.
If you give a meaning
it is amazing,very surprising.
The telephone is ringing.
Who is on the line?
Someone wants to talk if you don't mind.
Ring a ring! ring a ring!
I have no time for fooling.
If your life is boring,
give some meaning.
Ring a ring! ring a ring!
Life is interesting full of happenings.
If you give a meaning
it is amazing,very surprising.
wonderful people
i have a lovely morning,
I got a lovely comment.
And My lover talk to me sweetly
with all the love,we shared lovingly.
I feel lucky,I have known wonderful person
as I travelled along.
beautiful people unforgetable
no matter what life
brings,memories remain.
I thank God for giving me a chance
to have known this people that lives
in my heart forever no matter what.
I got a lovely comment.
And My lover talk to me sweetly
with all the love,we shared lovingly.
I feel lucky,I have known wonderful person
as I travelled along.
beautiful people unforgetable
no matter what life
brings,memories remain.
I thank God for giving me a chance
to have known this people that lives
in my heart forever no matter what.
a loving sight
Today,I did my routine weekly.
Bought the things for Lucy.
Walking in the side walk,
going to the mall nearby.
In my arms I carried Lucy,
everyone turns to see
my lovely baby.
Time for her to get a snack out from me,
I look around looking for a place to sit down.
Found nothing,so I sit on the steps,
I don't mind people passes me by,
as long as Lucy satisfied.
A guy looked at me and smiled sweetly,
I smiled back and see,he have a kid
in his chest with the carrier sitting comfortably.
My tears want to fall down,
but i held back,knowing there are people around.
I wish my husband is with me,
Lucy will surely fit in his arms comfortably.
I look at my daughter lovingly,
if only her daddy is with us,
surely,we will have a lovelier day.
Bought the things for Lucy.
Walking in the side walk,
going to the mall nearby.
In my arms I carried Lucy,
everyone turns to see
my lovely baby.
Time for her to get a snack out from me,
I look around looking for a place to sit down.
Found nothing,so I sit on the steps,
I don't mind people passes me by,
as long as Lucy satisfied.
A guy looked at me and smiled sweetly,
I smiled back and see,he have a kid
in his chest with the carrier sitting comfortably.
My tears want to fall down,
but i held back,knowing there are people around.
I wish my husband is with me,
Lucy will surely fit in his arms comfortably.
I look at my daughter lovingly,
if only her daddy is with us,
surely,we will have a lovelier day.
I love you
My Lover
today, I miss you
but not in my heart.
I love you,always.
like the air that i breath.
I love you
like a raindrops touch my face.
I miss you
but not in my mind.
I hold our love like a porcelain
so lovely yet so fragile
needs love and care so deep.
You are the moon that shine upon me.
You are the brightest star in the sky
shining just for me.
I love you
our love I treasure
like a precious gem
or a black diamond
so rare and different.
I miss you body and soul
but not in my heart and mind.
I love you that much
that even the storm
I can sustained knowing
you are there,always
for me,forever loving you
eternally.
today, I miss you
but not in my heart.
I love you,always.
like the air that i breath.
I love you
like a raindrops touch my face.
I miss you
but not in my mind.
I hold our love like a porcelain
so lovely yet so fragile
needs love and care so deep.
You are the moon that shine upon me.
You are the brightest star in the sky
shining just for me.
I love you
our love I treasure
like a precious gem
or a black diamond
so rare and different.
I miss you body and soul
but not in my heart and mind.
I love you that much
that even the storm
I can sustained knowing
you are there,always
for me,forever loving you
eternally.
crush
I saw this guy,with the cutest smile.
It makes my heart melt
when he looks at me and wave.
One day,I'm in a hurry!
Oh my gosh! what a day!
I tripped over flat on the floor
the moment i look up,its the cutest
smile I adore.
My most embarrassing moments
when I was in high school.
It makes my heart melt
when he looks at me and wave.
One day,I'm in a hurry!
Oh my gosh! what a day!
I tripped over flat on the floor
the moment i look up,its the cutest
smile I adore.
My most embarrassing moments
when I was in high school.
thoughts out of the blue
It took me a second to know I found the one.
the one that captured my heart
for a lifetime.
Just one touch and I know it will last.
Lasting and true thats what we have.
I thought I was lost but with you I found love the most.
The most precious jewel I ever have.
Is my family and my other
half.
Half of the people I care are my friends as I live in this life.
Life is fragile,take good care
Love will lead you back as long as you care.
the one that captured my heart
for a lifetime.
Just one touch and I know it will last.
Lasting and true thats what we have.
I thought I was lost but with you I found love the most.
The most precious jewel I ever have.
Is my family and my other
half.
Half of the people I care are my friends as I live in this life.
Life is fragile,take good care
Love will lead you back as long as you care.
reach out for me
if you are looking for someone to share your story,
reach out my hand,I am a friend you can depend.
You are not alone,in every time you feel lonely and less,
I am just here,with open arms give you a shoulder and care.
When you're down,and you feel everything is closing end,
I am your friend,always wants to lend an open arms,
willing to hold you close and always there when you needed
the most.
Always remember,you have a friend,ready to listen all your problems,
and willing to ease some of your pains.
Because I am your friend,you meet me in every faces in life.
Reach out for me,and i'll never let you down.Thats what are friends for.
reach out my hand,I am a friend you can depend.
You are not alone,in every time you feel lonely and less,
I am just here,with open arms give you a shoulder and care.
When you're down,and you feel everything is closing end,
I am your friend,always wants to lend an open arms,
willing to hold you close and always there when you needed
the most.
Always remember,you have a friend,ready to listen all your problems,
and willing to ease some of your pains.
Because I am your friend,you meet me in every faces in life.
Reach out for me,and i'll never let you down.Thats what are friends for.
Saturday, October 31, 2009
Lol!
The clock struck midnight
I was sleeping tight
when my baby woke me up
asking for a midnight snack.
Thinking,dwendling
grinning,smiling
by all means,its just me.
I was sleeping tight
when my baby woke me up
asking for a midnight snack.
Thinking,dwendling
grinning,smiling
by all means,its just me.
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Just me and my lover
Lastnight,I felt so wnderful just talking with my husband.It feels like its the first time we talked,my feelings towards him never changed a bit.I still feel the magic and wonder of love for him.I can not even explain how it happens but i still felt smitten by my husband,like the first time we met.I even asked myself,this could be possible to love someone like i love my husband.?When i look at him,my heart skip a beat for a moment.I still saw butterflies and felt a flutter in my stomach.
How could it be possibly be,that my love getting stronger everyday?
Now,I can answer some question about love,but still i can not explain how it happens or how you could love someone so strong like a storm yet so gentle like a breeze in the horizon feel so warm beneath your skin.
Our passion and desires for each other soaring like a comet even we just talked about it.
My skin felt like heated up to 100 degrees.And my husband is thousand of miles away from me.I just breath it out and give a very long sighed,feeling the most wonderful feeling I could have,if my husband is beside me.
I love my husband truly,definitely for life and even beyond in this life.Even though,people around me were critizising but i don't care,all i care is my feelings and how my husband do his best to give us the best care he can afford to give.
I trust God with all my heart and soul to be with us and giude us always through thick and thin,that my husband and i can weather storm and hold each other hand never let it go in the moment of trouble.
I have faith and believe in him.May God abide us always and our family to get through in the jungle of life and crisis.
How could it be possibly be,that my love getting stronger everyday?
Now,I can answer some question about love,but still i can not explain how it happens or how you could love someone so strong like a storm yet so gentle like a breeze in the horizon feel so warm beneath your skin.
Our passion and desires for each other soaring like a comet even we just talked about it.
My skin felt like heated up to 100 degrees.And my husband is thousand of miles away from me.I just breath it out and give a very long sighed,feeling the most wonderful feeling I could have,if my husband is beside me.
I love my husband truly,definitely for life and even beyond in this life.Even though,people around me were critizising but i don't care,all i care is my feelings and how my husband do his best to give us the best care he can afford to give.
I trust God with all my heart and soul to be with us and giude us always through thick and thin,that my husband and i can weather storm and hold each other hand never let it go in the moment of trouble.
I have faith and believe in him.May God abide us always and our family to get through in the jungle of life and crisis.
Friday, October 23, 2009
My own thoughts and feelings.
I am just a simple person, I feel happy with the simple things in life. I am a very pessimistic person,I never let negative energy ruled over me. But many misunderstood me,that including my husband.
America was affected in this Global crisis the world is suffering now,and many have lost thier jobs.Thanks God! my husband still have his job,but the income is not the same,but at least he have work.I know its not easy,supporting me and my daughter,plus he have a son still in his care.And his paycheck is almost not enough of all the expenses.I can hardly or rather,I can't buy my own needs for the money he is sending me,its just enough for our daughter needs and my foods every week,honestly..it wouldn't be enough if I am living alone...but I'm living with my parents until my husband can afford to take us in America.
But,I'm still smiling amidst this crisis,and I'm telling my husband it will be okay,but he misunderstood me,he thought I don't understand what he is dealing with,he thought maybe I just don't care enough to feel the situation how bad his financial problems.
God! I do understand,i do feel the hardship,I too knew how difficult it is to have money and not enough for all your needs and for your loveones,but i don't have a work,all i can do is pray for my husband that he would have work and his income gets better everyday.He is miserable enough,how could I put another load on his shoulder and add his misery.I need to be in the brighter side,with that he would not feel so down.I appreciates him and gives him more courage to go on and do not lost hope.Thats the best thing i can do,to uplift his low spirit in that moment.
People judge me that I eluded the truth about the reality,but its my reality...I face life with a smile and a positive out look.You can never defeat the trials if you face it with bitterness.Instead,try to be happy and determine about your goals.In that way, all the negative energy will be replace of the positive energy,with that you can remove whatever the rocks in front of you.
I am just a happy person and thats me,I feel sad when a person is sad...but i always find a way to make me smile.I look around and see the real world,there are people who are less fortunate than me,why should i be sad? God always touch me in a way that always drove away the loneliness and frustration thats eats away the soul of a person.And for that I should be thankful enough.
Life is a struggle..if you have the air of life..praise God! if you have foods on your table..praise God! if you have clothes to cover you..praise God! if you have everything you need...praise God!
Sometimes,trials,pains and heartaches make us stronger..just put your feet firmly on the ground and believe in your self,you can do it.And I hope my husband really understood me,and his love for me stay as we go on day by day,as I love him eternally.
America was affected in this Global crisis the world is suffering now,and many have lost thier jobs.Thanks God! my husband still have his job,but the income is not the same,but at least he have work.I know its not easy,supporting me and my daughter,plus he have a son still in his care.And his paycheck is almost not enough of all the expenses.I can hardly or rather,I can't buy my own needs for the money he is sending me,its just enough for our daughter needs and my foods every week,honestly..it wouldn't be enough if I am living alone...but I'm living with my parents until my husband can afford to take us in America.
But,I'm still smiling amidst this crisis,and I'm telling my husband it will be okay,but he misunderstood me,he thought I don't understand what he is dealing with,he thought maybe I just don't care enough to feel the situation how bad his financial problems.
God! I do understand,i do feel the hardship,I too knew how difficult it is to have money and not enough for all your needs and for your loveones,but i don't have a work,all i can do is pray for my husband that he would have work and his income gets better everyday.He is miserable enough,how could I put another load on his shoulder and add his misery.I need to be in the brighter side,with that he would not feel so down.I appreciates him and gives him more courage to go on and do not lost hope.Thats the best thing i can do,to uplift his low spirit in that moment.
People judge me that I eluded the truth about the reality,but its my reality...I face life with a smile and a positive out look.You can never defeat the trials if you face it with bitterness.Instead,try to be happy and determine about your goals.In that way, all the negative energy will be replace of the positive energy,with that you can remove whatever the rocks in front of you.
I am just a happy person and thats me,I feel sad when a person is sad...but i always find a way to make me smile.I look around and see the real world,there are people who are less fortunate than me,why should i be sad? God always touch me in a way that always drove away the loneliness and frustration thats eats away the soul of a person.And for that I should be thankful enough.
Life is a struggle..if you have the air of life..praise God! if you have foods on your table..praise God! if you have clothes to cover you..praise God! if you have everything you need...praise God!
Sometimes,trials,pains and heartaches make us stronger..just put your feet firmly on the ground and believe in your self,you can do it.And I hope my husband really understood me,and his love for me stay as we go on day by day,as I love him eternally.
Distance makes me sing out loud
If my lover is with me
i will not waste a second to spend it away from my lovers touch.
If my lover is beside me
I will not waste a single minute to spend in the internet.
If my lover go home every night
I will not spend my time and waste it on the lonely keyboard of the computer
waiting for me to write.
If my lover is not thousand miles away from me
I will not waste my loving words go on the air,
instead pour it out every word straight from my heart to my lovers heart.
If my lover is with me
theres no need for me to sing it loud,
because i told him every tiny feelings
I have from the inner chamber of my heart.
Indeed,distance makes me sing it out loud
for my heart is reaching out,the love that I am talking about.
i will not waste a second to spend it away from my lovers touch.
If my lover is beside me
I will not waste a single minute to spend in the internet.
If my lover go home every night
I will not spend my time and waste it on the lonely keyboard of the computer
waiting for me to write.
If my lover is not thousand miles away from me
I will not waste my loving words go on the air,
instead pour it out every word straight from my heart to my lovers heart.
If my lover is with me
theres no need for me to sing it loud,
because i told him every tiny feelings
I have from the inner chamber of my heart.
Indeed,distance makes me sing it out loud
for my heart is reaching out,the love that I am talking about.
I am who I am
I am not good in writing
But I want to express my feelings.
I don't know how to write a poem
But i formed words full of meaning.
I am friendly but mistaken for so many.
I am sillybut can't change because its me.
At times I am fun to be with
But then,i have a vision of a man 100years of age.
My friends says,I am flirty
But then,I am just friendly.
They said,I am ambitious
But then,I just wanted to be prosperous.
I am loving,faithful and caring.
I believe to those I love.
I never lied to anyone to make them feel better.
I rather tell the truth and make them see what its worth.
I always give someone the benefitof the doubts.
I never judge someone with out knowing the cause.
When i love,I hold it in my heart not too tight
enough to make him breath.
Not too loose either,enough to make him hold.
I believe that love is freedom and freedom is love.
I saw the faces of life.
And i thank God I'm still alive.
But I want to express my feelings.
I don't know how to write a poem
But i formed words full of meaning.
I am friendly but mistaken for so many.
I am sillybut can't change because its me.
At times I am fun to be with
But then,i have a vision of a man 100years of age.
My friends says,I am flirty
But then,I am just friendly.
They said,I am ambitious
But then,I just wanted to be prosperous.
I am loving,faithful and caring.
I believe to those I love.
I never lied to anyone to make them feel better.
I rather tell the truth and make them see what its worth.
I always give someone the benefitof the doubts.
I never judge someone with out knowing the cause.
When i love,I hold it in my heart not too tight
enough to make him breath.
Not too loose either,enough to make him hold.
I believe that love is freedom and freedom is love.
I saw the faces of life.
And i thank God I'm still alive.
Thursday, October 22, 2009
My Precious One
Her mumblings is a song to my ears.
Her sweetness amazes us.
Her charm melted anyone's heart.
Her smile can touch every single soul.
Her loveliness is a wonder.
Her every breath gives me more strength.
Her affection is the sweetest gift.
Her every moves makes my heart smile.
Her happiness is my goal.
Her success is my joy.
She is Lucy our precious one.
The wonder of love.
The magic of touch.
The fruit of passion.
The greatest gift from heaven.
My precious one.
You bring light to our world.
You give us hope for the future.
Bear in your heart
You are love and treasure.
Poem of love
I never meant to fall madly in love to anybody
but you came into my life
and show me the meaning of what love is.
I never expected love could be so beautiful
and wonderful like what we have now my darling.
I could never imagine life if they take away your love from me.
My world will stop moving if you stop loving me.
You are everything i wanted,
I have love you the moment I set eyes on you.
I want to be the one who will make you smile
when you're blue.
I want to live in your heart and promise you
to live in it forever.
You are my satisfaction,
my desire and my passion.
I just fall in love every moments we spent together.
My smile will never fade till your love for me is there.
I love you with all my heart and soul.
This love is keeps burning inside my heart
and keeps me warm through the coldest nights.
You are the love of my life,
the one that I love forever and always.
but you came into my life
and show me the meaning of what love is.
I never expected love could be so beautiful
and wonderful like what we have now my darling.
I could never imagine life if they take away your love from me.
My world will stop moving if you stop loving me.
You are everything i wanted,
I have love you the moment I set eyes on you.
I want to be the one who will make you smile
when you're blue.
I want to live in your heart and promise you
to live in it forever.
You are my satisfaction,
my desire and my passion.
I just fall in love every moments we spent together.
My smile will never fade till your love for me is there.
I love you with all my heart and soul.
This love is keeps burning inside my heart
and keeps me warm through the coldest nights.
You are the love of my life,
the one that I love forever and always.
You and I forever
I promise to love you now and forever,
you will never be alone again.
Through thick and thin ,I am with you.
I will stick with you,
I will stand with you,you can always be sure
I am just right here beside you forever and always.
I just knew I was born for you,
to be with you for life,
to be your partner and friend,
till death i will be with you.
I love you so more than my life,
my love for you just getting better,
stronger everyday.
My past turn to dust after i met you,
You give life to my boring days.
I forget you only if the worlds stop moving,
if the sun stop rising,if the moon fades its shines,
if the stars stop sparkling.
I forget you not in my lifetime.
But even after the day I die,
my love for you will still bloom like in spring time.
You and I now and forever.
I love you.
you will never be alone again.
Through thick and thin ,I am with you.
I will stick with you,
I will stand with you,you can always be sure
I am just right here beside you forever and always.
I just knew I was born for you,
to be with you for life,
to be your partner and friend,
till death i will be with you.
I love you so more than my life,
my love for you just getting better,
stronger everyday.
My past turn to dust after i met you,
You give life to my boring days.
I forget you only if the worlds stop moving,
if the sun stop rising,if the moon fades its shines,
if the stars stop sparkling.
I forget you not in my lifetime.
But even after the day I die,
my love for you will still bloom like in spring time.
You and I now and forever.
I love you.
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)